Tonight doesn’t feel any better than the last couple……and I’m not looking forward to tomorrow. I just have this bad feeling that my life is gonna be turned upside-down, and I won’t know what to do. I can’t get in touch with the people I need to, and nobody’s talking to me. It’s not good, and I’m starting to get sick from all the worrying. Of course, I realize that things are beyond my control, and there isn’t anything I can do, but if I don’t make it through the week, then it truly will be a bleak time. I feel like such a stupid idiot…..and it’s all my fault. How can things possibly get any worse?
Turmoil & Chaos