There is a saying that “things will work out as they should”. This is the mantra I go by these days. I have found that if I leave my worries in the hands of the Lord, that life is much more relaxing than if I had not. It makes me wonder why more people have not found this simple joy in life – probably because this world has done so much to try to push God out of their lives that they have forgotten how wonderful He truly is!
Thinking back to 2013 when I lost my mother – my last parent – and how devastated I was, I turned to prayer and poured my heart out to God to hear me and grant me peace. He filled that void in my heart with His presence, and it helped so much that I never forgot it. It was truly a heavenly blessing. These days, I do a lot more praying than I have before, and have gotten back into learning more about His lessons and how He would have us live. It’s not easy sometimes, and I stumble……….a lot, but I will not give up.
There are days it’s really hard, and I think everything is going to collapse all over me, but then I hear that voice and remember that He is there for me always – even when I forget, but He never forgets, and I am so grateful for that. I’ve had an issue with anger and blowing up for years, and it still comes out, but after things calm down and I realize what an idiot I’ve been, I always sit and hope that God is still watching over me – and then you feel it……that inner comfort that lets you know that yes………..He is still there.
Thank you Lord.