I remember once upon a time when I used to ride my bike through new and interesting passages to get where I’m going, sit and have coffee with friends while doodling on any little piece of paper I could find, amaze girls with my ability to take their make-up kits and make really creative designs for them to wear out, and listen to all kinds of music all day long!
Man…what the heck happened????
I seem to work too much, and sleep more. I don’t think I’ve raised a pencil to paper in months, and my writing has gone so far by the wayside that I’m not sure I could ever pick up where I left off! Maybe I’ve just been in such a rut of making ends meet that I’ve forgotten how to have some FUN in my life anymore. Yeah, I watch movies sometimes, but they’re so spaced out between each other that it’s a rare thing that I actually go and SEE one before it comes out on DVD. The one nice thing I can say is….YES, I still have seen EACH and EVERY Star Wars movie in the theater FIRST.
I need to work on several projects, most of which have been put by the wayside due to working, trying to maintain some sense of stability, and just trying to stay on top of things. Once I get done working extra hours and get back on some sort of stable schedule, then perhaps I can get back to the other creative things in my life that truly mean something to me as a whole person. At least now I have a scanner again, so now I can work on doing some really awesome updates to my website and then show that off as my little showcase….then get to work on some of my paying projects and then see how far that gets me. By next year, I’ll have a nice portable PC, so that way I can spend more time doing what I love doing…graphics and web design. Now to see how much those Wacom tablets are…..hee hee hee.
To my friend Murdock….as you say…I’m working on it.
To my across the sea bud, Louise….come see me sometime soon!
To my dear sis Raphine…can’t wait to see you again! 🙂
I am still here. I am still me. I just gotta get up and get cracking once again. Wish-a me luck!